Smashed up my sanity. Smashed up my integrity. Smashed up what I believed in. Smashed up what's left of me. Smashed up my everything. Smashed up all that was true. Gonna smash myself to pieces. I don't know what else to do.

Он говорит, что тоже очень любит меня, и я знаю, я чувствую, что это правда, и я сделаю всё, чтобы это оставалось правдой ещё много-много лет! Всю мою жизнь!

— Екатерина Пушкарева

Here with you now I'm good, still miss you. I don't know what I can do, «we» can't be true.

And i still believe, that i cannot be saved.

I'm here again A thousand miles away from you A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard Thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way.